Went to a party Mom...

I went to a party,

And remembered what you said.

You told me not to drink, Mom, so I had a sprite instead.

I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would,

that I didn't drink and drive, though some friends said I should.

I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right.

The party finally ended, and the kids drove out of sight.

I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece.

I never knew what was coming, Mom, something I expected least.

Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, the kid that caused this wreck was drunk,

Mom, his voice seems far away.

My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry.

I can hear the paramedic say, this girl is going to die.

I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high.

Because he chose to drink and drive, now I would have to die.

So why do people do it, Mom Knowing that it ruins lives?

And now the pain is cutting me, like a hundred stabbing knives.

Tell sister not to be afraid, Mom

Tell daddy to be brave.

And when I go to heaven, put ' Mommy's Girl' on my grave.

Someone should have taught him, That it's wrong to drink and drive.

Maybe if his parents had, I'd still be alive.

My breath is getting shorter, Mom I'm getting really scared

These are my final moments, and I'm so unprepared.

I wish that you could hold me Mom, As I lie here and die.

I wish that I could say, 'I love you, Mom!' So I love you and good-bye.

MADD

(Mothers against drunk driving)

P.O. Box 54168 8> Dallas , TX 75354-1688> 1-800-GET-MADD (1-800-438-6233)

Someone sent this to me and it really touched me! I hope that you enjoy the poem. Just remember that everything to do affects someone else, NOT just you!

Think before you act

Truth! by: Rachel Black

Why do people just not get it? I have no clue. I keep asking myself when will they finally accept the fact that they are not wanted!

Well not not wanted but just not wanted around. I get so tired of people being pains in the butt and really ticking me off and then just thinking that every thing is just peachy keen!

Look if I get mad at you I do it for a reason, I (unlike my wonderful MOTHER who forgets and forgives) hold a grudge.

If I don't ask you to go with me some where I don't want you to go, If it don't call you then it means I don't want to talk to you, same goes for answering my phone or my e-mail.

I get so sick of people who think they are the exception. Believe it or not you are NOT, hold on let me repeat that, NOT going to change me or make me like you by the stupid lies you tell me.

I hate people who are fake! If you say you believe in something then believe in it and don't be a ninny.

And also don't say you stand on something and then only stand on it when your parents are looking. I hate a two faced person.

And again if you don't like this post well you can just bite me! I know who all reads it!

Big sister!

Well I must say that I am finally feeling like I am pregnant. The morning sickness ( I don't know why they call it morning, it happens all the time) is still there but not as bad as it was a few weeks ago. Mom gave me a good tip! Just expect at the end of your first trimester not to get sick anymore. Way to go mom, its kinda working. I will take all the advice I can from some one who has had seven.

Kaite is very happy about her new sibling. Her and Michael get into fights allot about it being a boy or a girl. Kaite is always coming up with new names for her "baby sister" her newest is

Angelina the Ballerina. Yes I know my kid watches way to much t.v.

Michael is very happy as well, of course he is praying for a boy, I kinda am as well because for one I won't have to pick a name out. Yes I am going to be the best wife in the whole world and let my husband have a Jr. I do like Michael's name so its not going to be that bad.